…is always a huge spoon full of crow, humble pie, and your own words. Everyone I have hurt or wronged has always seem to have gotten their revenge. It may not have been them that took it but for some reason my sense of right and wrong run deep. Not to say that I dont deliberately do the wrong thing sometimes. But I do know where that line is.
I find that when i cross that line, it seems to always, without fail, come back around on me. This wouldnt bother me so much if I saw it or new it happened to more people that have fucked me over.
***There is one person that i know has theirs coming… no doubt in my mind, so im not worried about that.***
But for now we will address the current situation, I fucked up. And i have fucked up before in many instances and maybe if i keep getting burnt enough i will learn. However, on the other hand the one time i played by the rules, was the one time i really got screwed by the perverbial refs! So playing stone cold clean gets you know where. Playing dirty like the rest of the world gets your know where…
My question is if life constantly gives you lemons no matter the choices you make, is it acceptable to just to worry about the end result and live continuously in the moment?